why? why must have to be like this .
oh god , please stop this game .
I need some rest , I dont wanna play no more .
I cant take it anymore ! Im breaking into pieces D:
I surrender, you win ! Im the loser, yah ! ME ):
yesterday was Jia Meng's birthday
so me, JianHong, WeiHsiang, ChiauHwa, CheeKuan,
Yenki, Ben, Spell & of cause the birthday boy went out .
guess what ? TimeSquare and SungaiWang again .
fcuked up ! damn sick of the place but I love it xD
so woke up, Jh brother fetch us to LRT station .
saw Joan and Noah , was so shy cant even stop looking at the floor .
reach HangTuah, waited bloody long for others to reach .
walked to TimeSquare, slacked around there .
bought our tickets to watch "The House" which sucks .
enjoyed screaming loudly which JM they all cant stand :D
walked around TimeSquare, saw stupid Mok working at the shoe shop .
went across to SungaiWang, was raining cats and dogs .
went Extreame and bought my T-shirt, gosh ! It's damn nice wei .
went to took some neoprints since is JM's sweet sixteen !
went Room 18 then decided to go home .
at night, went to some italian restaurant .
Today's school was freaking boring .
MissLiew is my chemistry teacher, damn funny leh she !
she not bad lah, english also not bad, cant understand lohh .
dont ply ply leh ! she got 2nd master in chemistry kays ?
respect her lohh (: wanna be like her someday .
finish school went for a drink with Mico&Miki .
teksi-ed(new word) to Carefore .
was so so boring at there .
stand at PooiHow's shop like for hours till my leg so pain .
they kinda dumped me and went shopping .
waited hours for them, I damn dulan alrdy .
next time NO MORE ! fcuking bad mood right now .
fighted with PooiHow . gahh ! damn mad alrights ?
I hate today . I dont wanna look at my fone anymore .
Im going to off my fone till tomorrow .
I dont think Im going to Yenki's hse tomorrow.
dont feel like going to SungaiWang also .
I dont know lah, I just dont have the mood to think right now .
sorry, I just cant do it . oh-crap
maybe later Kok come find me, hope he could make me happy again .
I feel like crying now lah ! god, please help me D:
I wanna sleep till everything is back to normal .
I pray that tomorrow things will be alright .
&& I could just smile once more .
to that someone:
I dont wanna fight anymore .
Im tired alrdy . I cant take it anymore .
really sorry . It's all my fault .
sorry for wasting your time, should have text/call you .
thats all I can say . sorry .
sorry for everything I said and everything I've done .
this time Im really sincere . I put my whole heart into it .
&& thanks for that song, yahh , friends should to be like that .
and yesh, I failed . Im such a failure .
you're heart is breaking ?
not only lovers can break your heart .
friends also . they can break you into a million pieces
&& leave you alone to pick it up all by yourself .
I feel like someone just stab me with a knife .
I feel like I'm abandoned . no one seems to care ?
perhaps ? . It's just me thinking too much again .
but this time its different, the pain is damn real .
do you realise that you just broke my heart?
I guess you dont . you dont even wanna care !
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