The end of everything ,

I hate today, fcuking pissed at everything .
All the stress and those shit is driving me crazy .
I hate my life, myself and everything in this poopoo world .

I'm always in a bad mood, p:s I'm not crazy .
One of the reason is there is nothing to be happy of .
&& the next reason is my so-called very good friends, extremely good peeps ;D
They dont care about peepo's feelings, all they care about is themselves.
They are the main reason I'm always like this /:

I just finish quarreling with my friend, K .
There is no point saying sorry to me, what is sorry ?
so you think sorry can cover up all those things you done ?
You dont even care bout me, but just saying a word sorry .
What is done is alrdy done, one word sorry cant cure the pain.
I have wasted so much time waiting and this is what I get ?
I'm still boiling inside and you happily change the topic .
I dont even want to care bout you and your feelings .
All you know is telling me bout you, yourself and your problems.
So you think I'm not a human is it ? I dont feel sad also want right?
You somemore swear and promise me things, but so what ?
You are still the same, still fly kite only . D:
So I guess this is the end, maybe we are not meant to be friends .
I'm really so disappointed, the way you are now .
You are so much different then before, I seriously do hate you .
Goodbye ;; I dont need you to care about me !

A lot of peepo disappointed me, I'm really so sad bout this .
I hate peepo who dont want to layan me for no reason .
Seriously, I tried to bare with it, but it is just getting on my nerves.
For no reason, you just have to be so cold to me, what do you think I am ?
I'm really sick of everything, I really cant keep it inside me anymore.
&& on the other hand, my so-called good *someone* did something.
I thought that someone is a person I can rely on, a person who cares bout me.
but turn out something else, I text you even though I cant make it .
You dont even bother to reply me, you are such a nice person hor ?
Maybe I mean nothing to you, so you dont have to care bout me .
What did I done? Why must everyone treat me like this ?!
I fcuking at myself now, you all pushing me to suicide.
You all dont feel the pain, so you wont understand me .
Try being in my shoe, and I treat you the same way as you all did.
What will you feel ? Is easy for you all because you all not get mistreated .
whatsoever, I think I want to stop writting rubbish here .
Thanks for everything , every lil thing you all gave me .
I really do appreciate it .

This is the end of everything .
I feel like dying now,
there's no point living in pain .