Wednesday, 5 March 2008

The only reason I live is to die .

I hate myself . I hate my life .
just finish fighting with my mummy , I'm such an ass .
I'm a useless brat that brings a lot of shit problems to you , so take a gun and shoot me .
strangle me , stab me , take my life away , since I'm just nothing , not even a tiny bit .
yea , I hate myself too , why dont I die , so both sides also gets benefit rights ?

when I'm gone ,
DONT REMEMBER ME ;

Erase me from your brain , I'm just gonna waste and pollute your memory .
dont love me , I'll hurt you D: , leave me alone , It's better .
dont care about me , make me suffer . I'm speechless , I cant express anything more .
I wanna go for the exchange student thingy , I think I'm going , I wanna go japan .
only 9 days , mummy say she can pay for me to go , I think is better ,
perhaps I need to leave this place and go somewhere new .
tmrw will ask teacher about it , then decide wanna go anot ;DD
I'm staying over xiaowei's house again , will not come online till monday perhaps , D:
mummy is leaving tmrw to go china , I wonder this 6 days will turn out great ? maybe ;P
but not in xiaowei's house , her mummy very close minded , yea really .
I say want play mahjong also cant , say too young . wth =.="
stay at her house only can sleep and watch astro , sounds boring rights ?

I dont wanna live D:
goodbyee *

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