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Today was uber fun with monie a.k.a momo
she is supa cute uhh :D
went to Sentousa Pesta Ria .
saw my cousin, damn fcuking hate her D:
she see me also didin say hi
whatsoever nia, as if i care .
was having so much fun with monie

Moodswings are back again.
I can be happy at this moment then damn moody
I hate myself. feel like dying.
everything makes me sad&angry
Im sowie. I,myself also dont wan
but the feeling keep coming
dont tell me "dont be like this"
I cant control myself .
I hate it. Someone please stop it :[
stop the pain and stop everything
I dont wanna be like my sister .
but it wont stop ! && It drives me crazy !
is like god is playing me . WHY? :(
mina is a bad girl, mina should be punish.
take mina away && dont bring her back .
my heart hurts a lot, I mean a LOT .
I dont noe what is happening .
Im crazy. Im sowie .
Sowie for everything . I noe Im evil .

&& I wanna tell someone something
Im not gonna tell who is it
but hope that person would understand .
I damn fcuking dulan you already ):
one day, Im so gonna kill you
your childish attitude sucks a lot
you make me so mad all the time
you always cry when you do something wrong
and everyone will put the blame on me
you hurted me damn much !
everytime you done something wrong, I'll forgive you
one time followed by another time.
I shut my mouth and act like nothing happen
but you? you cry and make me the bad one .
like I bullied you or something.
you make me damn fcuking pissed off .
SCREW YOU, sucker ! ccb kia .
&& another *you*
dont keep helping her can? :[
you always ask me to forgive her.
she should say sowie to me lea.
she is the one who make me angry
she is the one who started the fight .
why you always say like Im the one?
she cry, so what? Is not my problem
I should be the one who is crying not her !
she damn childish, everything also wan cry .
then next time I do wrong I also wan cry
so everyone wont scold me, because I cry .
Is it like this? a 15 years old person still wanna act like 3?
do you know how hurt am I? do you think I wanna get angry?
I know you sure dont know, cause you only care about her
I dont cry doesnt mean Im not sad.
because Im not as childish as her.
this is one of the reason Im always in a bad mood
you wanna know rite? I've told you already.
owh whatever lea. like you would care.
nobody cares, so i better shut my bloody mouth
before somebody cries again .

hope everything goes fine again .
sowie for the vulgar, a bit too pissed off .
and to that person, hope you understand and change
if you hate me, go ahead. I dont need a friend like you
cause I cant stand anymore, the pain is too much .
you already went overboard, you'd cross the line .
&& for your information, this is my blog !
MINE ! if you dislike it, GET LOST

bye ;
Im alright, just leave me alone .