Thursday, 12 July 2007

Im fcuking hurt right now .
trying to get over it .
but I cant, I just cant .
you were my everything
but after you're gone, I got nothing more .

Im not judging you
but you broke me into a million pieces.
I respect your decision
but I cannot accept the truth .
you were more than a sister to me
I treat you as my real sister.
why?? I didin do anything wrong right? or did I?
the second I open your sms, I cry .
I cant concentrate when my tuition teacher is teaching
I try my best not to think, but I cant control
I dont know what i've done wrong.
you didin tell me the reason, you didin even reply me.

I dont wanna say anything anymore.
I dont wanna hear anything from you.
is my fault, Im a bad sister
I hate this world.
my life is so fcuked up .
everything is a lie.
my life is always miserable.
why all my sisters are leaving me?
I feel so dead right now.
suicide is popping up my mind.
owhh whatsoever, life is freaking miserable.
so shut up and move on .
&& I've learn my lesson
" never make somebody your everything, cause when they're gone, you got nothing.
goodbye everyone .

* you mean the whole world to me .
I hope you are always happy :D
take care .
17o707 ' 3:17p.m. / goodbye .

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