Saturday, 28 June 2008

Priceless, ♥

I'm so sorry for all the late updates,
I was busying with my shopping blog,
oh well, Please do visit Shopping-onair.blogspot.com :D
All gorgeous clothing imported from Korea and Taiwan .
Mail me if you are interested in any items .
I'm also selling Geo lens now, Geo lens very comfy lorh .
Of cause, I got myself a pair also :D

Anyways, today went school for activities.
got home earlier, weather was sooo hot, I mean HOT ! D:
was burning like roasted chicken, oh gosh !
had some fun also, didin win this time but still happy .
stayed at home the whole day with my computer .
Russell was sleeping next to me while I was using computer .
had to let him in because it was raining, D:
he so smart choose a place under the fan to sleep .
went Facial with mummy again, this time not so pain alrdy.
after that, went Carrefore for grocery shopping :D
Today mummy damn good mood, can grab lots of stuff.
bought my favorite chocolate milk with cereals and junks .
spend quite some time choosing stuff, had nothing for dinner .

I know you was just joking, but you went over my limits.
I know I'm not skinny, yes I'm fat but you dont have to remind me.
&& make fun of it, cause you aint that skinny too .
I have big bones structure thats why I look fat .
But no, in everyone's point of view I'm fat .
So, I'm a big dummy fatty ass. Satisfied now?
or should I say I'm a PORK CHOP ? harhar D:
when to point finger at someone and say something,
you dont mean saying the person you pointing at, is it ?
So I can point fingers at you and say you are a bloody asshole fking jerk.
and I dont mean saying you larh right? Well, I learn something new :p
I know I know, Xiaowei is super skinny and tall and perfect.
You dont need to remind me again&again, I have eyes to see.
I'm ugly, short, fat and stupid, just like a pork chop as you said .
since I'm a pork chop then dont be friends with me.
cause I will humiliate you, then you'll be a pork chop's friend.
and thank you so much, for saying right infront of my face !
you are such a good friend, that was priceless, I appreciate that.

Since form 1, every night I cried myself to sleep .
I cried every single night, so tragic, I'm so pathetic .
I know I was very fat last time, I tried to change .
people make fun of me, I control myself .
I stave myself everyday until I get gastric .
I controlled myself, you think that was easy for me ?
Do you know how much pain when you get gastric ?
The medicine takes few hours to stop the pain .
As if your intestine is burned with fire, the pain just wont stop.
I got gastric not just once, but 5-6 times .
till one time, I got heart burn because of the acid.
this time is the heart got burned by the fire.
is triple the pain compare to the intestine .
I slept at 5 in the morning and woke up at 6 to go to school.
I tried my very best to change myself, and what I get ?
I know I'm still fat, but I'll prove to you .
I'll get anorexia this time, till I'm skinny like bones .
you people think is funny to make fun of people.
but do you know how much pain they get when you do that ?
you said I am sensitive, I cant take jokes.
but do you know you hurt me when you said those words?
and yes, I'm very sensitive to that issue, I admit it .
I got my limits and you have just crossed my line .
you can joke anything with me but not that, I hate that.

Sorry means nothing, Sorry can't take back those hurtful words.
Sorry can't change back time, Sorry can't take away the pain .
Sorry can't cure the wounds, Sorry can't do anything.
Sorry is just a useless word, and it can't and never cover those shyts.
So, I'm Sorry also :D .

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