In this realistic world , beauty is all that matters .

This thing keeps replaying in my mind ,
and I just cant seem to find the stop button .
Im such a unthankful kid , I dont love what I have now .
I look into the mirror and all I see is a person I dont like .
Im gonna shout it all out . so here it goes ,

I wan to be pretty ! I wanna change !
我要变漂亮 , 变正妞 (!!) D:
I wanna go diet again , Im so fcukin fat !

&& yeap , I know Im such a silly little pathetic kid .