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Im back again .
ARGHH . D:
I hate myself and every little thing in this world
today's mood is very bad
whatsoever. dont tell me to calm down
cause I cant and if i can, I wont be in this situation
and you dont understand my feeling
dont act like you understand cause you all dont !
scram off and leave me alone.
I fcuking mad at myself
Everything in this world doesnt stay forever.

Dont irritate me , F OFF !
Dont treat me as your friend.
I feel like dying
the pain kills me more&more inside ]:
I dont want anyone to care about me.
I want to be all alone. SHUT UPP !
dont say im just silly or seeking for attention
Its all CRAPSS ! you dont know !
MOODSWINGSSSS ~ sowie if i dont entertain you.
Im kinda in BAD MOOD !

every words are lies
I hate liars !
I wanna cut myself
I wanna die and leave this world
I wanna live in my peaceful world with my sister
some things really hurts ppl a loads
&& it hurts me deeply inside
it break my heart into thousand or maybe a million pieces
&& I have to pick it up one by one
Im so sick of it. I dont wanna do it anymore
I have to fake a smile everyday in my life
does anyone know how much the pain inside me?
I dont want you all to worry
I dont like people asking "are you ok?" when my faces show eveything
so I rather shut my mouth and stay in a corner

I hate people who act.
especially you-knoe-who.
she have everything she wanted
but she wanna act sad & depressed
what she want more? HUH ?
Im supposed to be the depressed one.
everyone in the family loves you, but me? NOOO !
have you ever think of me? I HATE YOU .
I dont care who are you, but still I hate you for all my life
you betrayed me, you fcuking bitch
one whole year of suffering.
one day you'll get it back .
like justin says "whatgoesaround;comesbackaround"
Im evil, yes I know.
I cant control myself for not hating you.
your actions makes me hate you even more.
0whh well , good luck in everything :D

I have a new hobby.
when Im bored, I'll write suicide letter
for your imformation, I not gonna SUICIDE !
so dont worry, I just love writting it :D
and after that I'll pass it to the person next to me
and she will read it and give comment about it
I wrote 6 already due to my boredom .
Its really fun, you can express your feeling

&& another good news is
My brother is teaching me to drive
Im so happy and excited (:
yeah yeah ~ !! underage driving is totally fun
I almost bang a dog, a car and some people.
ohh well, I improve a lot
so everyone congrats me !!

Its time to say Goodbye :D