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Hies guys.
I'm back with a new entry.
Yesterday i've cried the whole night.
3 things just broke me deeply.
the feeling is like someone poking a knife in and out of your heart.
1 thing is someone i dislike coming near me, 2 more things i'll explain later.
so i tried so hard to cry, the pain is just too much in me.
i was talking to him, and i tell him i'm sad and everything.
i ask him to make me cry, but he say he cannot.
then i said that i will try myself.
he reply me " then u man man cry lah, try ur best to cry lah "
the sentences break me into pieces.
i really cried, is really hurting.
i was singing " ni hen ai ta " whole night while crying also.
maybe he really like her, maybe they meant for each other.
is painful to know that but it's okays lahs.. i rather hurt myself then both of you.
but i just want him to care me more. I'm just nothing to him.
when i chat with him is like " you want then want lahs "
very hurting inside me. I want to cry till the end of everything.
i hope i can forget this thing and let this feeling fade away.
and i hope you go die lahs!
really want to thank you for hurting me, breaking me into a million pieces.
I just wanna say....
The hardest thing abt loving you is when i found out that there is another girl who loves you and you loves her back too.
Okays, let me stop all this, i don't want to cry again.

Lets talk abt today.
Today is the 3rd day of vba. yeahhs!
outing day!!!!! xD lurves it.
but is tiring man!
we got water fight.. hehes.
The first one who got me wet is Mr. Roger Raja.
really need to thank him so much. He still can laugh dehs.
sha lao lai dehs..
today the princess low pei shyan didin come.. hahas..
if not yy gonna throw water ballon at her. wakakas!!
too bad she is tired so lazy come.
we all hate her so much. x]
so we play play then we got jack teo wet, after that we only found out he no clothes.
=.='' hahas. Lucky derrick's mum, a student's mum got extra clothes.
if not he will be so wet. kakas
Jack teo kit wei is sooo cute.... lurves him muchhies.
he is only 4 and he is soo cute... x]
I amd yyy got two new small brother..
Colin leong way, 6 years old - lurve him so much.
Louis leong jin , 9 years old - yy's fav dehs..
so we each have one.. hahas...
they are brothers. kakas... so cute lahs them!
tomorrow louis will be in my class, so... happy !
hope everyone also will be happy yahs.

Buais guys. xD
Sayonara~

[ M3i]