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bobooboobooobobooo!!! ^^ i'm siiao siiao lerhhs...
It a long period of time since i ever bl0g.
I Hate today, i'm moodless now.
I'm tired n sick. The pain n agony in my heart is too much.
It's 100% full. I wanna cry out loud but my bro is here.
I dun wan him to know i'm sad.
It's raining n my bro fought with my dad beside me.
He is talking to marmiie now.
I cannot cry, then everyone will see the weakness in my eyes.
I need someone's shoulder to cry on *
No one will understands me.
I've done so much, all i get is NOTHING;
MoodSwings again..
I hate everything, i hate myself.
I miss my bro, miss my gorgor.
I'm a ugly duckling, n i freaking hate it. =[
Saddddddddddddddddddddd =( ..
I've seen everything,
who is the bad or good one.
I'm not like my sista, she always suicide.
She shows everyone her weakness.
I'm not like her =[ I'm a person who keeps things deeply inside.
I wanna be free. The pain, agony, secrets is too much to keep inside.
I'm happy on the outside but i'm not in the inside.
I keep everything behind that broken'smile of mine *
Everything is Br0ken in mie.

I'm truely dead* =[
Carolyn - mimi -